I'll Go Crawling Back to the City I Love

Well it's taken me a week of feeling depressed and discontent to finally start enjoying being home. I'm ashamed of myself for taking this long, but when you really love something it's hard to let it go. My love right now is camp. And right now they're just getting started on the first day of their last week. It's hard not to not want to be there.

But luckily I went to church yesterday. And while the music was great and the sermon was decent, that wasn't what made me happy. I got to see old friends. Friends I hadn't seen all summer. Friends I was losing touch with. That made me so happy...just seeing them. It was nice catching up and making plans for this week to hang out. At least it'll give me something to do. If I can find a good distraction then my mind won't be focused on camp 24/7 like it has been. Which is probably a good thing. I mean don't get me wrong. I love camp, but I need to focus again on things I have to get done here. I'm headed back to school in five days. I need to get prepared for that. And there's been something of a huge blow to my family that no one saw coming, and has been hard to deal with. And that needs my attention as well.

So, I'm learning to be content with where I am. I can't be at camp all year long (although I'd like to be). I need to finish my degree and then maybe I can have some fun in the Portland area. That's my plan anyway. But for now I'm in Borger. And I will enjoy it! Haha

P.S. Good Old War? They should be your new favorite band